04 Septemper 2004, indeed. it comes and goes.

did quite a bit of studying today. physics mainly. my studying is going through the chapters and tutorials. should do some papers soon. no time left. in fact, a few more days to big prelim papers! stress. arrgh. haven't had such a big exam for so long. ok, 2 years, but it seemed really long. the buildup to As will be even scarier. so was alternating between physics and television today. dunnoe how productive that was. trying to take my mind off other stuff. drown myself in work. haha. damn, got to do bio real soon. and lots.

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that this gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl, there's only you and me

ciao

If ever there were heats for a marathon, this it it. Two years or so of effort being put to the test. Approaching the final leg, provided no loony irish man suddenly appears. ok, anyway just trying to say that lots hinging on these results. yeah, that's the picture. a week ahead. intensive mugging is not an enticing thought. not the only reason to be sad.

Have you ever had the feeling of something building up, and then it just comes and hits you? bam. the pain.

My heart tears to see you go/
So why don't you stay another day?/
Just so that i'll be whole/
To have more than just thoughts of you/
Perhaps i'm more familiar with being alone/
Now that you're leaving, what can i do but wish you well?

There comes a time when you have to put down the past and move on, but why does it have to be now?

was just looking thorugh the bio stuff again.. hope i can remember everything..

i have got to study more. period.

urrgh. i need to breathe.

chem pract today was a total disaster. screwed up everything possible. remember not to test for NO2 gas when doing the Devarda's alloy thing!! it's NH3 wtf. ok that was bad. look ahead..to more practs!! arrgh. it gets better and better. well at least it aws good after pract today. some things.. some things are just.. i don't know, interesting?

ouch. it's like a bad dream that wouldn't go away. except that it's not a bad dream, it couldn't be further from that infact. the idea is there. the memories that won't let go. the thoughts that hold you back. and the dreams that will live on.

did something wrong for phy pract that day.. simple math. wasn't clear-headed enough to think carefully. and to think i actually had like 10 mins left over. tmr i'll hope to have 10 mins left over. it's going to be a race. to finish so much in 2 1/2 hours. really want to do well. chemistry is quite a likeable subject. please do well. QA, VA, Gravimetrics, Thermochem, Kinetics, Design. just do it, indeed. today wasn't well-spent. try to do better later. channel all my energy into studying.